Inner Surface
Alejandra Regalado
The Projecto Showroom on view March 8 - April 14, 2024
For years, I could not sleep. I would get into bed, but I could not dream. I
travelled from New York to the Yucatán Peninsula searching for a way to sleep, to dream, to rest in relationship to my ancestors. A solitary figure submerged in a body of water. Eyes closed, white sheet, a vulnerable body in a great expanse of water. It is Mexico. I document my durational performances; attempt to dream while submerged in seas, rivers, lakes, and cenotes. I locate my performances in bodies of water, especially cenotes, the site of Mayan rituals. I perform what I wish I dreamt. When I create these images, I am looking for sensations on my own surface while being exposed to the elements. The water, the sand, animals, I won’t look at them, I just feel. Cold, heat, pain, fear, warmth, pleasure merge through my skin. The more I get into this process my body and mind will take me to a meditative state. At this place there are no images in my head, just a profound dialog with my body and peace in my soul. I am there.
I am no longer from Mexico or from the United States; I am at home in myself.